only one hour left

when i started this day 3 years ago, how was i to know that at this time (12:20pm) that my mom would be dead in one hour?

i fucking hate that

i will always fucking hate that

FUCK

FUCK

i don't even wanna talk about it

i'm so pissed off at cancer

i want my mom back, you fucking hateful destroyer of life

FUCK YOU CANCER