subspace

i just drifted in from the darkness..
Let me take You back, if i can.
i worry that to each of us this place is different.
i don't want to misrepresent...

There was romance, and erotic seduction.
There was a slow dance..both moving to the other's rhythm - ONE...
Clothes torn and tossed
and sparks in the dark
There was the touching of fingertips, and lips and
tongues and the mingle of sweat and wine
There was music in the background, don't ask me what.
There was the smell of soft leather and skin.
There was an almost haughty pride on my part and
aggression and the show of my white teeth..
There was strength from Him, and sureness.
There was FIRE.
We clashed together and fought and then melded.

The pain came only later, after the battle
after i felt the carpet in my face after the depths.
And the pain, what can i tell you about it?
i'm high, i'm flying
be careful
i can give you everything you want
i can feel everything
my teeth are grinding
and i can hear nothing now - but my heart and His voice.
i see Him, with his cat
and when it touches me it is like His hand
we connect on a million levels
in an ancient, timeless dance
i'm buzzing,
i'm roaring
and i'm on fire.
and He is watching,
smiling

Surely He can't be where i am
even though He brought me here?
He will stroke my hair and wipe my tears
and i know it is somewhere we have visited together.