depressed..

and wanting to just eat everything ... good thing i am completely destitute or i would.. pantry and frig are empty, so i guess that's a good thing..

hape it hape everything hape being sick hape having no job hape being poor hape being fat hape christmas cause i can't buy my kids anything hape being such a fucking failure hape not having my kids hape jerry springer hape illness hape being ignored hape being mediocre hape me