love is in the air

i really just have to be the luckiest, most blessed, "omg what did i do right to deserve this" girl in the world.. i just spent four wonderful DAYS-O-LOVE with my sexy man, and i am still in la-la land..

we both had monday and tuesday off, and since it was our weekend with no kiddos, we had the "Doug and traci's extendo weekend of fun".. we packed it full of shopping, movies, karaoke, eating, sleeping, and of course, spiced it up with some DAYYYYYY-UM good sex!!

we saw "capote" saturday afternoon.. it was a really good movie, and i thought philip seymour hoffman was brilliant as truman capote.. we went to the angelika film center in plano - one of the best theaters in the dallas area, in my opinion - and had yummy pahcorn.. then we went to razzoo's for a wonderful lunch/dinner.. this was the place we celebrated our 1st valentine's day together three years ago, so it was especially sentimental to go back and remember that fun date back in 2002... we laughed at how after dinner and a movie ("daredevil") on that night, we made out in the parking lot - his fingers played with my panties making me so incredibly wiggly, and then we got a little crazy in the car until a cop passed by our car.. i sang to him for the first time ("a, you're adorable" and "my funny valentine") - definitely a fun, hot memory.. ;)

saturday night we went to karaoke, and had a blast.. totally got toasted on our favorite bar drink - tequila shots! we had fun with friends, and then when we got home, Doug pushed me into the bedroom and just about raped me.. LAWD he is HOT!!!! the sex was urgent and hard and deep and fast..

we did a lot of window shopping all weekend as well.. and Doug got a sexy black cowboy hat.. he looks sooooooooo good in a hat.. and we both bought several movies.. we watched a couple of our new movies ("goodfellas" and "hannibal" - we still have more to watch!) while snuggin on the sofa together on sunday and monday nights.. Doug built us a nice fire, and both evenings were spent alone together, close and warm..

on valentine's day we had lunch at our place, chipotle, and did some browsing at barnes and noble.. we went to hallmark and bought our kids some presnents (jes, i misspell that word allllllllll the time).. i went back to my place before dinner so Doug could spend Daddy-time with his kids.. i went back to his place a little after 8pm, and we all visited and watched some tv.. his middle daughter, who is 14, gave me a gift - she made a painting of bright colors and partial outlines of heart doilies.. i was really deeply touched, and she came over and gave me a huge hug.. i can't tell you how that moved me, and how i am falling for his kids.. the younger daughter, 11 yrs old, gave me a big hug too.. i felt so accepted, and just so amazingly happy.. after they went home, Doug mentioned that his middle daughter had written on the back of the painting (i had missed that).. she wrote "i (heart) you".. and wow, i was just floored.. i wasn't expecting that, but i was so thrilled about it.. definitely a happy moment..

at the end of the evening, Doug and i went back to my place for our private celebration of heart's day.. after getting ready for bed, we played a sex game together, and it was really fun.. it started with a little game of truth or dare.. we both actually did all the dares instead of wimping out in telling a truth (except we didn't do the last one which instructed us to get up and do a sexy dance to music - we didn't have any music in the bedroom - need to remedy that soon)..

one of his dares was to tell me a fantasy he has, and it was HOT, involving me and him and a girl we know from karaoke.. definitely wish that one could come true, but i have tried hitting on this girl, and she isn't bi.. but that is something i can certainly work on with another girl maybe..

the game progressed from truth or dare to a board game, and we did a couple of things.. but then decided to move on to the main event.. we were both ready after the fun teasing and suggestions of the game..

i don't know how he does it, but every time we are together sexually, it just gets better and better.. last night was so intense.. he had me in several positions, each with its own yummy feelings.. he had me almost there when he was behind me, and i just was going crazy feeling how huge he was inside me.. we both had amazing orgasms, and afterwards fell asleep in each other's arms (we always snuggle after)..

i will never be able to express in words how amazing this man is -- not just sexually - and let me tell you - he IS AMAZING in bed.. but this man is unlike any other man on the planet.. he is thoughtful of me at all times.. he loves to play with my hair EVERY DAY.. he is so loving and funny and smart and creative and so in control.. physically, he is gorgeous - with deep blue eyes, a killer smile, long sexy hair, and a bod that doesn't quit - big chest, big arms, and big, well YOU KNOW.. but he is even more beautiful on the inside.. and it is amazing, but he LOVES me!! i want to spend every day of my life making him thankful he is with me, because that's how he makes me feel - so blessed that he has chosen ME.. i want this man to be happy, content, excited to be US.. i want him to always be glad that he is with me..

so tonight when we are together after work, i will hug and kiss him and ask how his day was.. and i will be with him in whatever way he desires.. and i will continue to show him love and affection, i will do what he asks, and i will make him smile..

and once again, i will make sure he knows that he is the most important man in the universe..